Have you ever been caught by your kids while you’re in break down mode? I mean the crying in the bathroom lock the door sobbing break down? I was caught today. Today, I was feeling the weight of the world. Ever since COVID I can assume most of us feel this way on a daily… Continue reading “It’s okay, Mama”
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Handle with Care
People who know ME- I mean really know me and my soul know they need to handle me with care. I don't do well with tough love. It's not my jam. My biggest trigger is feeling like a nuisance and while sometimes it is in my head, usually it's not. I grew up feeling like… Continue reading Handle with Care
Thank you COVID
March and April were hard. As a mom, as a teacher, as a person...it was just hard. COVID hit us hard and no one knew what to expect. It was a BIG unknown and people were out of jobs, people were sick and dying from this horrific pandemic and we were all stuck inside with… Continue reading Thank you COVID
There’s no more wine
Disclaimer: If you can’t handle negativity and are sensitive to high emotions, complaining mamas and kids on iPads, then don’t read this. Thanks and a have a great day. I normally write during high emotions and when my heart feels on fire (good and bad) because it helps me feel like I’m not alone and… Continue reading There’s no more wine
Miss Kris
I love meeting new people, especially in this crazy world we live in with Covid. It’s hard to meet people and easy to feel isolated. We decided to take a family trip to the Cape this year, just Howie, me, the kids and our dog. It was the most perfect little vacation I’ve ever been… Continue reading Miss Kris
Big Feelings
I an unapologetically who I am and I will not change. I have big ass feelings and while most of the time I hate it, I love my heart. I actually do love my soul and I feel like I can actually dig deep in my soul and see into it. I know at my… Continue reading Big Feelings
It’s all too much
How are you doing mamas? I am not well and I will admit it. As most of you know, I consider this my safe place to vent- a platform for mamas to share the good things, the bad things, and everything in between. We are living in an unprecedented time, a time where we have… Continue reading It’s all too much
February sucks
Posting now, spell check later. I hate February. With a passion this year. I really wanted 2020 to start off with a bang and that it did. In the beginning of February we had a big scare with Hudson. Update: he’s doing great. We have been pricking his toe every morning and night to get… Continue reading February sucks
Sick mama
Dear sick mama, I see you. I know you don't have time to be sick. You feel like the world is against you because you literally don't even have energy to pee and when you're sick, nothing is fair and everything sucks. I see you trying not to break in half, trying to pretend you… Continue reading Sick mama
Is he breathing?
That's all I want to know. These moments of black in between the gloriousness of motherhood. They talk about how amazing motherhood is- the unconditional love, the silly stages, the spontaneous kisses, the cuddles, etc. They don't talk a lot about the in betweens- well, besides the 3am wake ups and the occasional colds...Those are… Continue reading Is he breathing?
