This may sound a little morbid, but this summer is hitting me really hard- the last summer of me. The last summer that I don't have to worry about my kids because they are still in daycare. The last summer I can sit on my unicorn float and read 3 books and day drink without… Continue reading My Last Summer
The scariest thing in my life happened tonight. I choked and I almost had to have my 4 year old call 911. I was full blown choking, sucking wind, on my tippy toes gasping for air for a good half a minute (which seems like forever) and I almost thought my kids were going to… Continue reading Nine one one
Dear Jules, Today you are 4 years old. You are not a baby and everyday you remind me that. You can't get smaller and go back in my belly. You don't need me as much as you used to. You don't fit in my arms like you used to. And you're attitude, well, you're 4… Continue reading Watch out world- Juliana is 4
This one is hard for me to write. I had to write it now because a few months from now it will sting too much. We are in the last few months of daycare and most of her friends are already gone. They all started together about 4 years ago. Juliana started there at 9… Continue reading Can you just stay at daycare?
I remember when I had my first baby, I want to spend every second with her. I cried my eyes out for days and hours when I sent her to daycare for the first time. I actually hated everyone at work. I even wore her teething necklace to work. I am very fortunate enough to… Continue reading No more guilt
I love. I mom. I run. I teach. I dream. I breathe. I dance. I feel. I get depressed. I feel run down. I cry. I compare. I get jealous. I feel. And guess what? That's okay. Why can't it be okay to feel all those feelings and have them sometimes overlap? Why do we… Continue reading What do you do?
It's not often that we get feel good stories. That's why I don't even have cable. I can't stand the news and all the crap tv out there. I have Hulu and Netflix, but I'm lucky if I even get to watch it. #momlife. No but I usually will watch something when I schedule my… Continue reading A feel good story